- A few times sat zazen with others in our virtual Zen hall which does not happen often. Just booking myself online and sitting with a webcam boosts my motivation to actually show up. Right now I can use all motivation I can get.
- The Heart Sutra that I now chant on the daily basis has captured my imagination.
- Lots of resistance towards the Metta verse. It just doesn’t feel “right” to sit and do that when I decide. Probably because I question the the whole idea that it is possible to cultivate metta this way.
- Keep forgetting the meal chant before each meal. 😦 I don’t know it by heart so I take the little piece of paper with the chant everywhere I go but forget taking it out.